Well, I guess I'm gonna be the first one to post two blogs back-to-back. I just have something short I should talk about while it's still somewhat new.
Today, I had class at 2:00. Or at least supposed to. I, along with my other classmates, waited outside the class for about 10 minutes and then people decided the teacher wasn't coming and left. I sat in the empty hallway for a few minutes, enjoying the silence. Then the guy who I like (his name is Anthony) came to get his stuff. So we ended up talking in the hallway, just the two of us. And things were going well... until he mentioned his girlfriend. All of a sudden, I was like, "No...not again..." and POOF! the dream was gone. Why does this always happen to me? Damn my stupid, stupid gaydar. Maybe I'm just being oblivious to my gaydar and falling for cute guys. But do they all have to be f-ing straight?? God, I live in such a hetero world. So anyway, after that, we talked a bit more and then people started coming out of his class and he started talking to them and I left. I think I also realized that I didn't really like him, but I just thought he was cool. I mean, he still is now, but I guess we should just be friends. And no, he doesn't know that I am gay (it didn't come up).
Sigh... I should just pick the seemingly straight guys to fall for. Or better yet, just not fall for anyone... god, what am I saying? I'm such a turd. And I want to watch Amélie... damn my gaydar. More like straight-dar.
~~Aaron
Ps. I think that was all too much information, but that's up for you guys to decide.
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