congrats, aarie

so... i should be doing my pre-lecture readings for bio and chem but i came online to make a post on the bio discussion board (yes, i AM COOL) to find a study group (we need to do group projects and stuff and there are 100+ people in the class) with people who live near me. no one has replied :( well, it has only been 10 mins, but still. i'm sad. no one likes me...

ann: wow. did you eat it? did it taste good? i'm slightly disappointed but i'm laughing at the pic anyways. at least you took a pic :) i have a surprise for you, btw. it's really stupid but i think it'll be funny.

aarie: okay, well, first of all, i really don't think your mom would kick you out. i knooow you heard your mom say so and all that, but like, when things get hard, don't we all kind of want to back out? but she's your mom, and i honestly do not think, at all, for even a second, that she would kick you out (unless you started doing scandalous things like... heavily making out with people in your living room, everyday or something).
side note... dan and his mom were having a fight once and he slammed his door and she was like "if you slam that door one more time i'm kicking you out of the house!" and of course, dan being the retard he is, opened the door and slammed it harder.
he's, of course, still at home.
anyways, back to you, aarie... secondly, even if the odd situation did arise, you know you can stay with me. there's way more than enough food (lily would know) and i just cleaned my room and everything :) seriously. i mean, my parents wouldn't be ecstatic about it and would prolly bug me at first but like... they wouldn't force you out because they know better. anyways, if they were really being outrageous and did, for some retarded reason, you know i'd follow you :) really. because i think that's just completely stupid and i wouldn't want to stick around anyways. oh, hey, we could prolly run away to dan's (his parents are the loveliest people ever) :) or if we're really desperate we can find some stupid hotel or something. but you hafta carry the bio and chem text books...
anyways, the point is, don't worry. you won't get kicked out, and if hell freezes over and you do... well, you've got back up, 'kay?

new cell number for now, btw. i'm hardly ever at home (at school, work, or dan's) so if you can't get me there, then call 778-859-5724. i haven't told many people 'cause i'm gonna go back to my old cell as soon as this one runs outta money (but it's lasting me longer than expected). sorry i missed your thing, aarie :(

oh, and if you guys wanna do stuff, here's when i'm working for the next while:
sat 13th
sun 14th
fri 19th
sun 21st
sat 27th
(and likely the 28th)

note: that's only at IGA... at shopper's i don't work too much, anyways though, so it shouldn't be a problem. oh, and i'm applying for some volunteer positions so i may (as in, very likely) be leaving IGA anyways, but i'm waiting for answers first before i do anything.

i just bought my books so i feel poor :( i only had to spend like, just over $200 on them too :P (ONLY)

okay, i'm actually gonna shower and do my readings now. REALLY.

-chels :)
ps- aarie, i realised a while ago that my parents are very much... unsatified with me. they always have been and always told me i wasn't as helpful or as smart as so-and-so's kid and this person in the newspaper and all that. and i'm sure i've told you this before, but the thing is, i get it now: i will never be good enough for them. it used to depress me, but like... now i just figure they always want the best for me and are trying to encourage me in their own sadistic way. it may not be suitable for me, but they try. i'm sure your mom just wants the best for you too. really. she wants you to go to school and work and do all that because she wants you to make money because, maybe to her, money means stability, which means happiness. you prolly just define happiness in a different way that isn't heavily dependent on income. your mom prolly doesn't think you can be happy without enough money, is all (food, a nice house, etc), so she's trying to get you to do something about it. i'm sure she means no harm.