The Boy is not mine

I have crazy/stupid news.


He's dating someone else right now... to be honest, I had already thought of that possibility. He said he was sorry and I think he genuinely meant it. Then he mentioned that it may not work out between him and the other guy and I guess i was supposed to feel hopeful, but it just made me a little confused, because I didn't know why he would say that. Anyway, I felt sad afterwards, because I really thought he was special (and he still is) and I thought that maybe I had found someone that I could.... yeah, you get the point. The next morning, I felt fine though. I'm surprised how quickly I got over that whole thing.

I'm leaving Vancouver in about a week. Yeah, i didn't know I was leaving either (as lame as that sounds) until last night when my sister (ie. Florence) invited my sister (ie. Maggie) and me to go down to Alabama and stay for a while. I think I'm leaving either on the 7th or 8th, and returning on the 23rd, which seems like a while, but I thought about it, and it's not that long. Anyway, I guess we should do some crazy things before Lily and I both leave. I'm sure Shanghai is wayyyy more fun than Alabama. Plus, it'll give me time to think about stuff....

I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm still not sure if I want to go to Toronto or not. My dad planted a seed in my head (as they call in in Future Shop... evil, I know) and now I'm having doubts about going. Gah.... i don't know what to do. You guys seem to know what you're doing, even if you don't know what you really want to be when you grow up.

See you at Planet Lazer tomorrow... at 3:00 (ahem, lily...)

~~Aaron