Cloud in a bottle

So here i am, just off the phone a few seconds ago from talking to Dan. I guess we're finally doing the Iron Chef thing after all (with no Lily!) My mind is a bit clouded right now... i'll tell you why right now.

The following is a convo i had was having with my friend, Liam (the one who was in that play).

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: okay, well either you'redoing work or your ignoring me but there'e just one thing i have to say...

Let Go. says: ok.

Let Go. says: busy with a CE project.

Let Go. says: I'm all ears.

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: i had this granola bar a week ago and it tasted like halloween... i tried to explain to my sister but i realized you would be the only one who could remotely understand what i meant

Let Go. says: I know EXACTLY what you mean!

Let Go. says: I ate a freezie today and it tasted "blue"

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: YES! see, i knew it

Let Go. says: hehe

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: anyway, that's all i wanted to tell you...hope everything is alright with you

Let Go. says: yeah...broke up with my sorta bf and trying to make him fell okay now...so hard.

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: what? i'm sorry to hear that... may i ask what happened?

Let Go. says: I came to a realization that we just didn't "click" and ended the relationship....badly, though. I just didn't talk to him. THat was not wise.

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: o goodh, hmm... that doesn't sound

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: oops... that didn't make sense

Let Go. says: no, it's not.

Let Go. says: perfect sense.

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: i'm confused, but i'm going to admit it (even though i think i just did...)

Let Go. says: indeed

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: you sure you're busy? you're talking like you're not

Let Go. says: I don' t know anymore...

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: mmm, why not?

Let Go. says: my mind has too many thoughts right now.

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: i understand... like a cloud in a bottle

Let Go. says: exactly.

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: this might seem weird and i hope it doesn't create more clouds, but... i've missed talking to you

Let Go. says: me too.

Finished an important song / "Nothing" means you're lying says: so... how goes the origami making?

Let Go. says: sorry, but I gotta go and cry now.

So that's what happened. I don't know what to think... i received his last message and i didn't know what to say, so i just stared at the screen. I was thinking of saying something like, "I'm sorry for everything" or "I hope you feel better" but both seemed just... not enough. So before I could type anything back, he signed off. I kinda sad now. I don't know what it is, but when someone i know is sad or having a bad day/time in life, I get a little sad too. It happened in Ottawa with my friend Amy, it happened with Chels (a few times) and now this... I could just imagine him crying on his bed and me just wanting to sit by him and try and make him feel better. I don't know what to think now. I guess I just hope that he wasn't upset because of anything I said, because that would only make me feel worse. I don't know what to do....

Btw, I'm "Finished an important song" and he's Let Go" in case you didn't get that.

I'm picking up my new laptop tomorrow at around 12:00 noon time so I'll be a tad late getting to Ann's house. Maybe now I can finally get some stuff done that I need to (ie. registering for school). Surprisingly, I'm excited to get to film school. It seems like a really fun program there. Plus, apparently at the end of your program, you get to present a film project to the acting/directing department at the school and they will make it. Then you can walk away with a movie/film/short film with your portfolio and stuff.... it sounds exciting and cool. I have to keep typing or else the computer will slow down on me and it will autosave, which drags it down.

Anyway, hope you're all doing well (especially Lily in China!) and I'll see you guys tomorrow.

~~Aaron

PS. I would've written an essay like Ann but I had too many things on my mind, surprisingly
PPS. Ann has a love life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!