I SO CALLED THAT, AARIE!!!

didn't i??? *points aggressively at lily's post*

i'm not saying anything...
oh, but lily (if you read this) i don't blame my parents for the way they are (ie, i'm citing your saying that maybe they are the way they are b/c of something that happened during their childhood) and it's not like i don't like them at all... i was just saying, if i had to choose between never seeing my mom again or never seen dan again, i'd choose to stay with dan. just like that. because even though i need my mom, i need dan more. i want him more. (this is assuming the essentials i'm provided with at the moment remain constant ie, i have a place to live and food to eat, still... though i do buy a lot of my food myself anyways)


anyhow, so the reason i'm posting right now is to share my great discovery of happiness... dan doesn't share this greatness with me (...yet) so i thought i'd just run it by you guys... you don't have to try it, or agree, but just consider and think about it for a second.

so, recently, after my finals (last thurs and sat), i've been waking up waaaaay early before i need to..! and it's actually really cool. i wake up before everyone else and have a couple hour to chill. i woke up at 630 this morning, 730 yesterday morning, and 530 the morning before. i don't have anything in particular i need to do in the morning, i just... y'know, get ready for the day. but slowly, and calmly. it's really cool when you're the only one up.... and it makes your day feel long (but not in a bad way). it's like, at the end of the day, you feel more productive. and because you wake up so early, you sleep early (or at least i do) because you changed your body clock. i fell asleep at dan's house probably around 1030 last night, i was sooo exhausted, hahaha. i just woke up and took a shower (i'm still at his house). when i went back to his room, he was all sleepy and cute and calm.

it's just so calm in the morning... it's nice :)

(of course, i mean it's fun once you get used to it... it's not fun when you're used to waking up at like, noon, ahem, and then randomly wake up at 530 in the morning because you'll be friggin tired! i mean, just... if you do it for a week or something).

never seen a sunrise! or sunset! (well... once i kinda saw a sunset from a very bad view...)

-chels