You can always count on family

So, that makes it three posts in a row by me. Hooray.

Words that I find are very strong: hate, fag, useless, stupid, pathetic, forgive, understand

Words that have been said to me in the last 2 days: stupid, useless

Spoken by: my grandpa (in both English and Cantonese), my mom

The moral of the story: Family is always the place to turn to when you want to feel like crap. That's how they've always worked.

I was supposed to come out to my dad on Sunday, but he left early. Maybe I'll do it next week.

My mom was being such a... I don't know. She kept asking me about Maggie's life and I kept saying, "Well, why don't you just ask her?!?!" Then she said that she thought Maggie and I were super duper close and that we talked about everything, which is obviously not the case. I told her that Maggie and I don't talk to her about things because my mom just DOES NOT understand certain things. She doesn't even take the time to ever see our points of views on things; she's just really stubborn. And then she said that I don't understand, which totally is what I meant, and then she called me useless for not knowing what goes on in my sister's life, even though some things are just not for me to know. I try to tell her that she doesn't understand things, and then she doesn't even understand what I'M TRYING TO SAY!!!! Ugh.... God, I'm so frustrated. I look around at all your parents, and at the very least they actually understand the english language and have some kind of Western influence on them, but then I see my mom and she's just like an ESL student or something. She just doesn't really fit in here, I guess is what I'm trying to say. I don't want her to white-wash herself or anything, but she just doesn't even make the effort to try and get to know or understand things. She says she does, but she doesn't!!!!!! Arrrrrgh.... I'm so angry. Maybe I should've gone off to Toronto so I wouldn't have to deal with all this shit. Haha, shit isn't underlined. Anyway, i'm sure you guys are tired of reading my stupid little rants and are thinking that I should just shut the hell up and get a friggin job (Lily, most likely)

Let's see if I can make it four in a row.

~~Aaron

PS Who wants to go on a date with me? (I don't mean as my date, I mean with me on a date-ish excursion)