i can't believe you guys

you may not feel the same way and think i am being unreasonable (dan did). that is fine as you are entitled to your opinions. you may judge me for the way i view the world, and whatever, that's the way i am. please respect me. at least this once. because the one thing i do know about myself, is that i will never let anyone tell me that the way i feel is wrong.

why would you guys go through my room? don't say "we didn't 'go through it' exactly"... you guys can call it whatever you want. euphemisms, whatever. you may not feel like your room is important, but to me, it's very private. and yeah, you guys can come in when i'm there... i'm not barring anyone from that, but why would you go when i'm not? do you guys have no respect for me or my property?

and whatever, you guys can say that you didn't touch anything or you didn't realise that it was such a big deal... but did you stop to think about it? my room is the most private place in the world to me. and the fact that you guys thought it was okay to do whatever without my permission makes me really feel violated.

i feel like you guys completely disrespect me.

okay, analogy: what if you passed out because... i don't know, you had low blood sugar. whatever. and then you felt safe because before you passed out, you had just been hanging out with friends, and your boyfriend had the key to your house and you guys had arranged to get you home safely if you ever did pass out. because... it's a family condition. or something. so then the next thing you know, you wake up in your house. and you're safe. but you're naked. what would you do?

so maybe that wasn't the best analogy. but anyways, the point is that i really trusted you guys to know better than to go digging around my things. and i mean, back to the analogy, you could wake up and be like, "oh well they're my friends, they wouldn't have done anything bad... it's not like they've never seen me before (changing rooms or something, which is analogous to you being in my room when i'm there). they probably just took a look..."??? what the fuck??? maybe you guys didn't poke around. well how do i know? i don't

the fact is, that i wasn't there to stop anyone from doing anything. you guys violated my privacy and took advantage of the fact that i wasn't there.

and don't think dan's not getting anything. i took back my key, told him to get the fuck away from me and never come to my house again.

i don't even want to talk to you guys right now either.

i feel so lonely. and i'm fucking serious about this.



please don't call. really. i just felt it was only fair to let you guys know what was going. well, now you know how i feel. and i'm really disappointed.

-chels