hmm...from what you've told me it doesn't seem like you guys have good chemistry..i dunno, i just found it weird that the whole time you were aware of what you were doing and you said that it felt wrong, which seemed to me like you should have stopped what was going on..but you didn't. does that mean that you wanted it to happen on some level? did this kinda change the way you saw connor (as in more than just a friend)? and what did you mean by "it may happen again"?? i just have alot of questions that has to be answered before i can give you any meaningful advice.

ann