make up your mind!

aaron chan!!! not to tell you what to do or anything, but it just seems to me like you're making things way more complicated than necessary.

it's like you and conor are in an on-again-off-again relationship, even though the total relationshipness has been like... not very long! (a couple weeks?)

and when you said "And we proved we could still be friends, so it wouldn't be that much different." i don't get it! what are you talking about? you mean after the first time you guys made out and then you agreed to be friends and then you made out more?

that sounds mad... but it's really not. just the way the words look on the page. and you know where you guys stand and about your relationship way more than i do, just that with the information you have provided us on the blog, this is how i interpret what is happening. you should do whatever you think is right, in the end, because it's you (not me!) who has to deal with whatever happens.

anyways i just kind of feel like you are backing out of a lot of your decisions. like before you said you wanted to be friends and agreed, then ended up making out again. then, when you decided you did want to "test the waters" or go out or whatever the hell you want to call it, and you guys end up making out, you basically break up with him (as temporary or not as it may be).

WHAT DO YOU WANT?????? (not angry! just emphasis!)

figure it out and stop confusing everyone!!! (not angry, just urgency!)

lily, sounds good. but january 6th is a sunday. which is the day before school starts (which is fine for me as long as we don't stay till 11 as usual because it takes me an hour to get home).

-chels