sigh sigh sigh
i've been so looking forward to this winter because i thought i can finally move out. my and my brother talked about it for a month and a half now so it's not like we just suddenly decided.
But now my brother's like, well we're wasting dad's money blah blah blah.
fuck i'm never going to move

i want to move out on my own...why do i need to move out with my brother...god.
i'm so disappointed.
omg
just because he's lazy that means i don't get to move out
fuck