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okay sorry i thought i had to go right then but change of plans, if you were wondering why i said i had to go and then posted right after...

anyways, lily, yeah, neither tues or thurs are even somewhat convenient for me because i would have to go to school and back home twice both days and on friday i have a lab/tutorial that i have to prep for. to be blunt, i do want to take the class with you, but if your schedule is so inflexible i'm going to have to say no (for my sanity's sake... or this term's going to be a much bigger headache than it needs to be).

aarie, i hope you feel better soon. rest up a lot and take your vitamin c!!!

for sat, i'm going to have to say no. i don't want to be an aguafiesta, but we changed our plans one too many times (from sat to sun to thurs to sat again) and i actually have things i need to get done for school that i planned for this weekend (i have to go back to school comp labs to test something and work on my co-op application --need to write an essay and some other stuff-- and i need to finish up cleaning my room).

i don't mean to be inflexible, but we did make plans together and i guess i'm just tired of rearranging my life so we can hang out while others aren't willing to make similar concessions. i'm not trying to start some drama or anything, i just really am tired of it. just tired. that's all. i hope you guys understand, but i really have stuff i need to get done before school starts. maybe next time we plan something, we can all try to be updated (via blog, phone, email, whatever) and somewhat organized enough so that everything just doesn't dissolve like today did.

i miss seeing you guys, and you guys are the most important people in the world to me, but at some point, i have to say no; not to spite (really! i swear!), but because all these plan changes are getting in the way of things i really need to get done.

i guess the overall feel of my message is that i'm feeling a bit taken for granted.

i'm not mad/upset/anything (really really really). just being open and letting you guys know where i'm at right now. i don't think hiding how i feel will do anyone any good :P

-chels