new author

hey guys

so i created a new author under my email account (gmail) because, as i've complained before (although gotten to response in return), it's pretty friggin' annoying to get signed off my email account every time i access the blog (multi-tasking impediment, no kidding). as since no one did anything about it and it was really pissing me off, i just made a new author. hope you guys don't care.

okay, that said, i'm just in a not good mood right now. frustrated with myself and with dan and with blogger for being retarded. and maybe a bit annoyed from yesterday's douche host (i would have left the cafe immediately if i hadn't been there waiting for you, aarie).

lily, i don't think anyone was mocking your grandpa's paintings. i can't remember what everyone said (i think aarie said he had asian paintings too...) but i know dan was saying that he thought it was funny (funny as in slightly odd) that you had only moved in earlier that day and were just starting to unpack (basically only large things such as bed, tv, table, etc were out and set up) but you already had your paintings up. he didn't mean anything more than that. you seemed kind of offended/defensive and i understand (i think... but of course can't really for sure say i do) that they're really special to you, but i kind of feel like anything anyone said about the paintings was taken in a negative way, even if it wasn't meant that way. don't know. just don't be sad about anything anyone said because i really don't think anyone meant anything mean. i think. don't be sad...

ann, thanks again for the loan (still owe you 5, i know).

aarie, you did good yesterday and although i know i'm no expert music connoisseur, i have a couple of comments if you're interested (if not, that's good too. seriously. you don't have to listen to anything i say about your music/performance because their just my thoughts). i know i said i'd call but when i'm in this mood i don't trust myself to talk. so i write (or type, whatever).

joanne, if you have any questions, just post or call.

what a douche host. i know he was trying to help/make things good, but ahhhh that was actually really stupid/angering. and you know i don't get angry much. so outrageous. arg.

i need to fight someone... without our weekly games nights/fights i am left frustrated. hahaha. just kidding. kind of. mostly (~95% joke). i don't think i can do games night this weekend (SHOCKER) since i was out all yesterday and today i had to take jon to pizza hut and dan's parents took me and dan and jeremy to season's (restaurant at qe park). when i study i actually need a full day (minimum like, a continuous 4 hour time slot).

god, i'm just so frustrated. talking about it usually helps but i'm even more frustrated now.

if this post has anything upsetting, please don't take it too personally. sorry. i'm just really not myself right now. god. arg. going to bed.

-chels