thanks

lily and ann. i feel a bit better, actually.

i know what you mean, lily. when i have exams, i tend to have to also post on the blog/facebook/check my email the most :P although i did not have much breathing room this term so it has not been too bad...

i'm feeling super jittery. i mean, i was really excited before exams but now i'm starting to get nervous about everything (i mean, everything!!). i'm worried i'm doing crappily in my courses (i didn't get my marks back for a lot of assignments so i don't know how i'm doing going into the final) and about my application for food science major (since this will be my second application, and it's due jan 30 so i think i have to submit it in person before i leave) and i'm worried that me getting two jobs was a bad idea and things will not turn out very good (i keep feeling like people are talking about me..? that's not normal!) and i'm nervous about moving out (just because i get super apprehensive going to new places alone... even when i bus around vancouver, if a take a bus i don't usually take or go somewhere i don't usually go, i get really stressed out!).

most of this unsettlement is probably stemming from the intense study session (aka, high stress levels). i can't believe i will be done school until september (hopefully!! as long as i get a summer co-op job!) in... i don't know, less than seven hours? it's weird...

anyhows, have to study because i have not really kept up with this class (i missed some lectures because of interviews) so i have not even seen some of this stuff before! eeek!

i hope you guys are holding up. after 6pm today, i will be free whenever (unless i'm working but i don't know what's happening with all that so yeah...) to do stuff!

-chels