Well today will be my 4th day of work. I work 2-9 (closing) tonight whereas the past 3 days, i've worked 8:30-3:30.

The first day was crap because I knew nothing and there were not very nice people. I used the computer to process prescriptions :)
The second day was better because I knew somethings. I learned how to use their cash till (which is surprisingly confusing).
The third day, I learn how to retrieve IVR (rx's from the automated system) and compound a lotion in a mortar and pestle. It was going well when the manager wanted me to work 2-9 which I said I was fine with. But what happened was that the pharmacist I would be with was like "NOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo!" Then I approached the pharmacist and the manager and the manager said "She's good". Then the pharmacist SAID " she's not THAT good". **This is verbatim. FML.

This made me sad but I just went on to pour out methadone into bottles. What could I have said. I just tried to ignore it but it was very hurtful because I thought I was doing very, very well for just being here for 3 days. I can enter and print out rx's accurately. I can compound. I do cash without any trouble and everything else in between. It just makes me sad because I really don't get any feedback from this store. Not like I want them to praise me or anything but even things I can improve on is fine. So I still don't know how much I can do so I ask, even the most obvious questions because I don't know if I should be doing it...you know?

Anyways afterwards, the manager asked if 2 to 9 is okay and that he'll be working with me. I asked him if he was sure he wanted to work with me and he said yes. So it's going to be interesting today. The pharmacist from before kind of apologized in that she was trying to explain her side of the story. Saying that she doesn't think it's fair for me who have only been here for 3 days to suffer her stresses and stuff. And that it's not me. I mean, OBVIOUSLY, i'm not a tech. I don't know all the drugs. There are still things I'm uncomfortable with but gosh...it's my friggin 3rd day. I'm not going to magically transform into a tech.

Anyways so that is that. And I'm going to go for a run.

Talk to you guys later.