hey everyone,

aaron i'd love to go. Just let me know the date so I can make arrangements at work. Chels, can you let dan know to call me a week or 2 in advance. I may forget so if he would kindly remind I would really appreciate it.

I'm pretty sure I'm having a panic/anxiety attack right now. I told Bill to put his clothes in the closet before he left for work. His clothes are still on the ground. I know this doesn't sound like a big deal but he's kinda mentally slow but I want to stab him metaphorically and punch him literally. He is such a pain in the ass. He's soooo lazy. I hate coming home because it's still messy and we moved in 5 days ago. UGH! Anyways thinking about it make the symptoms (shortness of breath) worse.

It doesn't help that loads of people at Kits are on anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds. I feel like I should be on some. Anyways, aside from that i'm okay. I got a haircut. The stylist was nice. I also got 30% off because the stylist was new which kinda scared me a little but I could resist the bargain :) I got bangs. Although the bangs weren't exactly what I wanted, I'm not as unhappy with my hair as I usually am. I think it's because I learned how to maintain my hair from her annnnnnnnnnnnnnd she speaks ENGLISH too :)

Anyways, lately it's been pretty depressed and unhappy which is contradictory to me being okay as aforementioned. My family keeps on bringing Jon into each argument. Charles cut his hair and left it in the washroom, the day AFTER I BLEACHED/CLEANED it. ISN"T THAT SUCH A PISS OFF! I was soo mad and yelled at him. We were arguing and then he says that Jon is influencing me...it's not like Jon told me that hair in the washroom is unsanitary. A normal person thinks that's unsanitary.

Anyways, there's another story involving Bill and Joyce too but I don't want to type it out.

I'll invite you guys over when it's nice and clean.

Miss you all!!1

<3 Lily